If you had raided me or stolen from me, I could probably forgive. Its the comments that you have made, the language you use whilst talking to other players not just myself, I find them extremely offensive and find it hard to believe that anyone using that kind of language is going to easily change. Im afraid I have no sympathy, I dont know you, its a game server, there are others perhaps more suited to you.
at the end of the day I am just a user of this server expressing my opinion, I have no say in what happens.
As a side note, some of the comments you made, this server aside, could land you in a lot of trouble.